I just want to be free!

Being  the daughter that you want me to be is really hard

I have tried everything that would please you.

But what did I get? NOTHING i got NOTHING

from you in return.

I became the perfect daughter that you want me to be

But I have imperfections

Every time I made a mistake 

I would receive a slap from you, 

I gladly accept all of those PAINS

You know why? Because I love you

And I respect you, after all you are still my mother

I have tried my very best to be the perfect daughter

But all those achievements, those medals, those trophies

I got were just nothing for you.

Why do i have to be like this?

Why do I have to suffer this kind of thing?

Am i not worth to love?

Why do you always have to compare me to other person

Don't you know that it hurts me?

Don't you know that I am also suffering?

Can't you just accept the fact that I am not the daughter

that you want me to be?

Can't you just accept me for being the real me?

Can't you just accept me despite of my imperfections?

I am tired already,  so tired of understanding you

I just want to be free! 

just let me go, let me do the things that i wish to do.

Let me be free and let yourself be free from the past

that ruined our lives. Let us start a new beginning.

i am begging you! let go of the past and start a new life mother

I am your daughter and you are my mother 

you're the only family i have i cant afford to lose you!

Not another member of this family!

I despise you!

I hate your height that makes my head lift up.

I hate the way you walk

like you are some gangsters that I have seen anywhere

I hate it when you start a fight

Your smug look when you are right.

I hate your tight lipped smile

Your teeth you hide all the while

I hate it when you cross your arms

I hate the feel of your hands.

Its rough texture like a sand.

I hate to see your creamy skin

That much more flawless than mine.

I hate your weird brown eyes

The way you try to look so nice

I hate it when you cut your hair

That sometimes, you just don't care

I hate it when I hear your sweet voice

That I cannot decide if its a music or a noise.

I hate to hear your corny jokes

But it make me laughs though

I hate when I see you sad\

It makes me guilty and bad

I hate it when you act so cute

It makes me speechless and mute

I hate the way you dance cause you look so hot

I hate the way you make me sigh

And I hate it when you're so tense

That between you and me, there's a white tall fence

Don't you get it? I hate you

I hate you so much It breaks me in two

I hate everything you did . and everything you do

I HATE ALL THE THINGS THAT I LOVE ABOUT YOU!

Acceptance ♥♥

    College? At first I thought it was boring but then I met new friends they are the ones that should be treasured. I've been one of the boys when I was still high school and now I've already learned to accept new life. I am not affraid of any changes anymore. I may not be strong enough but my friends will be my strength to face every challeges in life.♥♥

        A friend is someone you can lean on. Someone you can share secrets, someone who accepts you for who are. True friend will never leave you behind and blac stab stab you. A friend is someone who can TRUST.😃😃♥♥