I just want to be free!

Being  the daughter that you want me to be is really hard

I have tried everything that would please you.

But what did I get? NOTHING i got NOTHING

from you in return.

I became the perfect daughter that you want me to be

But I have imperfections

Every time I made a mistake 

I would receive a slap from you, 

I gladly accept all of those PAINS

You know why? Because I love you

And I respect you, after all you are still my mother

I have tried my very best to be the perfect daughter

But all those achievements, those medals, those trophies

I got were just nothing for you.

Why do i have to be like this?

Why do I have to suffer this kind of thing?

Am i not worth to love?

Why do you always have to compare me to other person

Don't you know that it hurts me?

Don't you know that I am also suffering?

Can't you just accept the fact that I am not the daughter

that you want me to be?

Can't you just accept me for being the real me?

Can't you just accept me despite of my imperfections?

I am tired already,  so tired of understanding you

I just want to be free! 

just let me go, let me do the things that i wish to do.

Let me be free and let yourself be free from the past

that ruined our lives. Let us start a new beginning.

i am begging you! let go of the past and start a new life mother

I am your daughter and you are my mother 

you're the only family i have i cant afford to lose you!

Not another member of this family!